Lost in thought-Emotional discuss

Days back in senior school, I never had the opportunity to grow deeper in the word or even in  Social life. I had all my life thinking being religious in the sense of doing the right thing was key to my bieng regarded as a good Christian.

Nevertheless, I  have been made to ask what really is the problem with me? Hmm.. I have had wrong perception of Christianity and I am trying to make amends which I see really hard to achieve within a short time. I am left with a troubled mind knowing the truth which has been long blur to me and has made me discriminate and judged a lot of people in my life especially the female gender. My mentality towards ladies I see with the opposite sex has always collaborated flirting and misbehaviour on the part of ladies for their been close to the opposite sex in the first place.




As life continues its rotation and continuous movement, I have grown to understand that people's actions are not really based on what you see but on what they imagine.

 On the other hand, my growth in life has not really given me the opportunity to make a stand on relationship and this is what am really battling with at this stage.

I recently fell in love with a girl and my background or should I say my past is hurting and fighting the courage in me in expressing my self. Wow, it's better she is not aware or might even get a sense of what is going on but I am still confused on what to do next.

Now my question is should I ask her out(if that's the right term to use) or stay with the belief that been single is the right alternative?

*Your comments please*

Justus A. Ogar
(Janoking)
#Thoughts on print.
Edited by: Obiekwe Obinna.